JJJJJ — 11/03/2023 11:18 AM [[[re]]: The Schizoid: A Short But Clarifying Message]
How necessary is trauma to causing szpd? I don't think I've had trauma. <>
Shin, dolen-dole ne fargabar trauma ne ke kawo szpd? Ba na jin ni na samu fargabar trauma.
Schizoid Angst — 11/03/2023 12:07 PM
(based on my own thoughts and theories) <>
(dangane da ra'ayi na da tunani na)
well its weird with SZPD. <> toh, wani irin abu ne idan ya zo kan SZPD.
Like someone with what would seem like a conventional almost stable life but is neurodivergent could had easily dealt with tons of unintended trauma that might have been the parents or peers either enforcing neuronormative concepts and motivations (assumptions like "they will grow out of it" "if we make them do this or that they will learn or get better" or things as seemingly simple as dismissiveness, neglecting and punishing (even if only using shame or what would seem like reasonable punishments for children) for things that are intutive and natural to that child. you do that to a kid for all their developmental years and your in pickle whether you never intended to hurt them or not Autistic kids forced to got to locations or do activities that are sensory overloading or incredible disturbing to them by their standard of being. Schizo spectrum kids having idiosyncratic childhood fears or thoughts that confuse them and instead of working with them or understanding the kind of communication thats required, they get told its all in their head, its not real, its blasphemy, its not a thought you should have, its not important, on and on an on Hearing the message from parents and peers that your concerns, emotional attachments are the wrong or unhealthy or incorrect ones, the very things that would have helped you shape your version of a working ego just treated as extraneous and without purpose That my friend is fucking trauma, its just a trauma that not fully recognized by the psychological community
Schizoid Angst — 11/03/2023 12:15 PM One could even catogorize it as existensial trauma of sorts Whats further interesting is even the manner in which things that understood as conventional forms of trauma are processed and traumatizing often time in ways that might not even make sense to the average neurotypical person Co-mordities and various other things develop in their own often time cognitively different variation when you stack on top of that things like SA, physical and emotional abuse.